[Verse 1]
I wore their name like chainmail
Too heavy on my skin
Smiled through the family table
While I was caving in
Late bloom, late truth
Still bleeding through the seams
I kept my hands in my pockets
To hide the shape of me
[Pre-Chorus]
And every mirror told me
A story I could not keep
But I’m done with the ghost life
I’m done with shrinking deep
[Chorus]
Trust the process, Envy the beauty
(Trust the process, Envy the beauty)
You matter, you matter
Even when it hurts to see
Trust the process, Envy the beauty
(Trust the process, Envy the beauty)
I’m still here, I’m still breathing
And I’m learning how to be
[Verse 2]
Came out with a shaking voice
So late, but still my own
Some said, “Why now?”
Like pain should have a phone
Therapist chair, pill bottle
Long nights with the thoughts
I learned my mind can be a storm
And still not be my fault
[Pre-Chorus]
If the dark gets louder
Call somebody, call tonight
There is help in the doorway
There is still a line of light
[Chorus]
Trust the process, Envy the beauty
(Trust the process, Envy the beauty)
You matter, you matter
Even when it hurts to see
Trust the process, Envy the beauty
(Trust the process, Envy the beauty)
I’m still here, I’m still breathing
And I’m learning how to be
[Bridge]
I stood at the edge of my own name
And chose one more day
If your heart is breaking
Stay, stay, stay
Tell one person
Say it plain
You matter, you matter
Let that live in your brain
[Final Chorus]
Trust the process, Envy the beauty
(Trust the process, Envy the beauty)
You matter, you matter
Even when it hurts to see
Trust the process, Envy the beauty
(Trust the process, Envy the beauty)
I’m still here, I’m still breathing
And I’m learning how to be
[Outro]
Late life, real life
I’m not too late to know
Trust the process, Envy the beauty
Now I let it show