[V1]I’m walkin’ through the ashes, heart’s a fractured glow,Neon veins pulse pain, where the dark thoughts grow.Crual’s my blade, cuttin’ lies from my soul,Truth’s a jagged pill, but it’s makin’ me whole.2015, motel room, walls closin’ tight,Demons in my head, wagin’ war every night.Tears hit the floor, like a storm’s bitter rain,Inner child cryin’, “Why you leave me in pain?”I’m reflectin’, dissectin’, my mind’s a maze,
King’s Gauntlet trials, burnin’ through the haze.Loyalty, honor, yeah, my pillars stand tall,But the weight of my past got me ready to fall.Sippin’ on the sorrow, rum and coke in my grip,Memories like daggers, every thought’s a new rip.But I’m risin’ like Phoenix, from the ashes I crawl,Healin’ through the hurt, hear the inner child’s call.
[hook]Crual shadows, they dance in my mind,Neon storms light the truths I can’t find.Inner child, hold tight, we gon’ break through the pain,Cruality’s my fire, burnin’ lies in the rain.Crual shadows, yeah, they claw at my soul,But I’m fightin’ for freedom, makin’ broken things whole.Phoenix risin’ high, through the hurt and the shame,
This is Crualitics, rewritin’ my name.
[V2]Psychological deconstruction, I’m tearin’ it down,Map the scars in my heart, where the demons be found.
Seven pillars hold me, but they tremble in the dark,Every crack in my soul’s got a story, got a spark.2024, Alabama hilltop, I’m facin’ the sky,Inner child beside me, see the truth in his eyes.
He’s me, I’m him, we’re the same, never split,Every trauma’s a lesson, not a chain, not a whip.I’m done with the facades, no more masks, no more lies,
Cruality’s my mirror, see the fire in my eyes.Hate’s a hollow shell, left it buried below,Rage was my cage, now I’m lettin’ it all go.This ain’t self-help, nah, this raw, this is real,Every word’s a wound, every bar helps me heal.
From the neon to the storm, I’m rewritin’ my fate,Crualitics my code, breakin’ chains at every gate.
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[Bridge]Yo, the roses glow red, neon thorns in my chest,Every scar’s a story, every wound’s a test.I’m payin’ it forward, hope’s my legacy now,From the Alabama campfire, I’m teachin’ ‘em how.No more hollow nights, no more cryin’ alone,Inner child’s my guide, turnin’ heart into home.Crual’s my truth, yeah, it’s cruel but it’s real,Phoenix risin’ forever, through the pain that I feel.
[V3]I’m paintin’ my story, giant brush in my hand,Neon streaks in the sky, makin’ my final stand.No Ferrari, no mansion, just a heart that’s alive,Crualitics my armor, watch the Phoenix now thrive.
Dark thoughts creep close, but I’m stronger than stone,Every crack in my soul’s where the light’s always shown.
From the motel to the mountaintop, I’ve climbed through the fire,Truth’s my only desire, liftin’ me ever higher. This for K. and S., yeah, my kids, my why,
Every bar’s for you, so your spirits can fly.No more sinkin’ in misery, no more dyin’ inside,Cruality’s my compass, now I’m takin’ the ride.
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