[Verse 1]
I wake up heavy
Same doubts on my chest
Scroll through my failures
Like a highlight reel of regret
I said I’d trust You
But I still clutch control
My lips sing “I love You”
My life… not so bold
[Pre-Chorus]
Why do I run
When You run to me?
Why do I hide
When You still see?
[Chorus]
I’m a servant in the mirror
Cracked glass
Blurry view
But I’m begging in the silence
Make me look like You
Every fall
Every fracture
You’re the one truth I hold to
I don’t wanna just praise You
I wanna live this through
[Verse 2]
Friends think I’m steady
They don’t see the storm
Smiling in the small group
Bleeding when I’m home
I promise devotion
Then chase some empty crown
Trip on my pride again
You still don’t cut me down (why?)
[Pre-Chorus]
Why do You stay
When I’d walk away?
Why call my name
When I’ve lost my faith?
[Chorus]
I’m a servant in the mirror
Cracked glass
Blurry view
But I’m begging in the silence
Make me look like You
Every fall
Every fracture
You’re the one truth I hold to
I don’t wanna just praise You
I wanna live this through
[Bridge]
If my hands are shaking
Take them
Take them
If my heart is breaking
Shape it
Shape it (oh)
I can’t earn Your favor
But I can still say “yes”
Use my fear and failure
Write Your name on my chest
[Chorus]
I’m a servant in the mirror
Cracked glass
But it’s You
Shining through the broken places
Pulling me to truth
Every fall
Every fracture
You’re the one I run back to
I don’t wanna just praise You
I wanna live this through
[Outro]
One step
Then another
I’m still choosing You
Faithful in the struggle
Teach me to be true (hey)