Five Years of Silence by FirePilot33 - Zona

Five Years of Silence

Track · Apr 15, 2026 · English

Five Years of Silence

Duration

3:42

Language

English

Lyrics

[Verse 1]

Mama said "we all make mistakes"

But she never said I was one of hers

Found papers in a beat-up safe

My whole life folded in a few words

Five years old when they signed my name

Fifteen when I finally knew

Every birthday, every little cake

Suddenly felt see-through

Kitchen light buzzing, hand on the fridge

Heart on the floor, eyes on the wall

"Why you lie to me?" stuck on my lips

I just walked out, didn’t say nothin’ at all

If love is real, why hide the truth?

Why treat my story like a stain?

I wore that question like a chain

Every step, metal on my brain

[Chorus]

I was outside tryna outrun pain

Whole block yelling my name

Thought the streets could raise my flame

But they only fed my rage

I was lost, I was numb, I was cold

Carrying secrets I ain’t choose to hold

Then you pulled me out that dark alone

Now your love feel more like home

[Verse 2]

Started hangin’ where the cars don’t park

Corners talkin’ louder than the church do

OG said "family’ll break your heart"

So the gang became my curfew

Metal on my hip like a seat belt

Just to feel safe in my own skin

Every siren sound like a recap

Of the things I swore I’d never get in

Depression had me laid on the floor

Staring at the crack in the ceiling

Phone blowin’ up, I hit ignore

Didn’t wanna talk, didn’t wanna feel it

Told myself, "I don’t need nobody"

But my voice shook when I lied

Whole world heavy on my shoulders

Still I wouldn’t let nobody inside

[Chorus]

I was outside tryna outrun pain

Whole block yelling my name

Thought the streets could raise my flame

But they only fed my rage

I was lost, I was numb, I was cold

Carrying secrets I ain’t choose to hold

Then you pulled me out that dark alone

Now your love feel more like home

[Bridge]

You picked me up, I was past due

Eyes red, hoodie up, bad mood

You ain’t flinch when I told my truth

You just said, "They still chose you" (yeah)

You held my face when my voice cracked

Said, "I can’t fix what already passed

But I’ma stay while you face that"

And for once, I believed it would last

[Chorus]

I was outside tryna outrun pain

Whole block yelling my name

Thought the streets could raise my flame

But they only fed my rage

I was lost, I was numb, I was cold

Carrying secrets I ain’t choose to hold

Now I’m learning how to write my own

With your love, I’m headed home (headed home)

Style

rapmoody trap-rap beatswung hi-hats and deep bass under introspective male vocals; first verse almost whispered over sparse pianothen drums hit harder as anger and street energy rise. hook opens with layeredmelodic rap and subtle auto-tunethen final section adds soft pads and background harmonies to underline the love-and-healing arc.

Prompt

Write me a song about someone being adopted parents keeping it from them for 5 years and trying to get involved in the streets and dealing with depression and found someone they love so much, rap

Credits

Prompt byFirePilot33

GeneratedApr 15, 2026

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