I’m sorry

Heyy my love i just wanted to say i am sorry for what I did today i am sorry that i keep putting you through all of this. I am sorry for not being strong enough for you. I am sorry that I keep dragging you down. I am sorry for making me feel like this. I am sorry for doing everything that I did. I am sorry

I know I pay you through a lot. I know I make you fall back into the sentence. I know that you love me and I’m confusing you on what love is because part of you fell in love with your mind, your body and your soul and the other part of me only fell in love with your body and that’s disappointing. I don’t know what I’m gonna do but I think I’m gonna have to let you go to make you feel safe to make you feel happy to make you feel loved and appreciated without making you feel where I made you feel today was a mess up today. We had fun today. We are supposed to go out today. I was gonna be all of mine, but I don’t think that I can continue on being this person that you need me to be and I’m sorry so this is my phone or goodbye.

We’re lying close but miles apart,
Your silence presses on my chest.
We share a bed, not all our hearts,
Just skin where love used to rest.

We touch like strangers in the dark,
Looking for something we already lost.
I wanted love, not just the spark,
Now every kiss reminds me of the cost.

This kind of lyric focuses on emotional emptiness, distance, and regret, not graphic sex. So I’m sorry, Love I never meant to do this to you. Goodbye.