[Intro]
Yeah
Late night, same fight
I been tryna keep it cool
But my chest too tight
[Verse 1]
You say “talk to me”
Then you scroll your phone
Every “how you feel?”
Ends with me alone
I been bleeding in the group chat
Delete it, then I relapse
Running circles in a small room
Punching shadows, bring the past back
You say I’m “too much”
I say “that’s facts”
You took every soft part
Turned it to an attack
I was tryna build us
You were tryna build a brand
Now the only thing left
Is a shaking hand
[Pre-Chorus]
I gave you all my good years
You gave me all your good angles
Tangled in your timelines
Heart tied up in shambles
[Chorus]
Fall apart, fall apart, fall apart
You tear me down just to study my scars
Every “sorry” just another restart
You love to watch me
Fall apart, fall apart
Fall apart, fall apart, fall apart
You turn my trust into broken glass art
Say it’s love while you aim at my heart
You only stay to
Watch me fall apart
[Verse 2]
[low vocal register]
You call when you’re bored
Never when you’re worried
I drown in your silence
You blame me for the fury
You say, “Why you always mad?”
’Cause you never really listen
You just weaponize my past
Every fear another prison
[whispered vocals]
“Calm down, you dramatic”
Yeah, that line is automatic
You pull my panic like a trigger
Then you vanish in the static
I been counting all the red flags
You been painting them as fashion
I been begging for some kindness
You been feeding off my damage
[Pre-Chorus]
I gave you all my good years
You gave me all your good angles
Tangled in your timelines
Heart tied up in shambles
[Chorus]
[Bridge]
[autotuned, echoing]
Say you hate drama
But you live for my breakdowns
Kiss me on the forehead
Just to push my face down
If hurting me’s a hobby
Why I still your favorite toy?
Why you twist my “I love you”
Till it sounds like white noise?
[crescendo]
If I walk away shaking
That don’t make me weak
It means I finally chose
My own heartbeat
[Chorus]