[Intro]
Yeah
Heart racing
I can feel it in my face
Listen
[Verse 1]
You ain't pick up, I hit dial till my thumb numb
Scrolling through the photos, every laugh feel like a stun gun
Told you I was fine
Lied through a grin, now my jaw gone
Echo in the hallway
Your coat on the chair, but your soul gone
I been talking to the ceiling like it answer back
Cup in my hand, same song on its seventh lap
Friends say "move on"
They don't get how deep I cracked
I lost you
Then I lost the only me I ever had
[Chorus]
Pulse
I can't feel my pulse
Staring at my hands like "who switched off the world?"
Pulse
You ran with my pulse
Left me in the dark, heartbeat going null
Pulse, pulse
Got me on the edge, I don't trust my own touch
Pulse, pulse
If you really cared, why you cut the cord on us?
[Verse 2]
Every "I love you" feel edited, cut and spliced
Play it back in my mind, see the jump cuts, all the lies
You said, "You my last one"
Now you like a ghost in my bathroom
Makeup on the sink, but the scent feel like bad news
I been screaming in a Uber with the windows up
Tears on a black tee, driver acting like he don't look
I ain't tryna be tough
I'm just tired of the slow burn
Heart on airplane mode
Still crashing on a low turn
[Chorus]
[Bridge]
[low vocal register] Hands on my neck
Checking if I'm still here
Thumb on my wrist
Nothing but the fear
If love don't kill you
The silence will
If I don't feel something
I'm scared I will
[Chorus]