Gain nothing but Pain

Yeah, I see through the disguise,

Loyalty tested, truth in my eyes.

Standing tall, but your shadows lurking,

Trust on the line, feelings hurt, still hurting.

You move a certain way, got me questioning,

Promises made, now they're second guessing.

Once you lose it, it's hard to regain,

Back from the ashes, drowning in pain.

Healing wounds while you keep slipping,

Caught in a game that keeps me tripping.

When you started to play, yeah, you went too far,

Playing with my heart like a lost star.

Trust was a seed that I tried to grow,

Now it's a wasteland, nobody knows.

Loyalty’s a game, but I don't want to lose,

Holding on tight, gotta choose.

Will I stay or walk away,

Or stay and watch it all decay?

Even if I heal, scars remain,

Trust once broken, can’t find it again.

Standing tall, but I can't pretend,

Lost in the game, will this ever end?