Yeah, figuring out life without you. It’s so hard sometimes but every single time I think about you it brings back so many memories memories that I just can’t say but every time I hang out with our best friend it feels like you’re there too, but sometimes we need you, but I understand that you had to leave and I understand that you didn’t want to, but that’s OK. I understand. Don’t be sad. You’re here in our heart and you’re here in our memories but it’s so hard not even remembering your laugh or you’re smile, let me tell you your face is burnt into my memory my memory I found peace that you’re gone from this piece of shit please but you’re my best friend and it’s so hard knowing that you’re going knowing that I won’t be able to hear you from one more time but that’s OK. I can’t get over the fact the last time I talk to you was in July it’s crazy how you were doing fine in the next moment you were gone like the world stopped goodbye.