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Late night quiet room t v low. You laugh, I watch you move real slow. For a second , it feels like home and maybe this time im not alone as soon as I dedicate myself , it feels like you don't want me anymore. I spent some days with you and realized I wanna spend many more but you've been leaving me sore, not treating me like you used to before. And maybe this time I should walk out the door,

you've been acting so distant ,

your rude in an instant, you take shots with resistance, that's really not fair

Do you even care?

I can't hold onto something that's not even there, , i dont want no shame, keep playing your game, im not the one to blame ,

If you won't praise me in front of your friends, maybe this js the start of the end

Im not perfect and dont pretend i was, I ain't innocent I know my flaws, I know there's but love isn't supposed to feel like war, you used to rock with me, u used to talk to me, now you get high and don't say a word to me, hurting me, its absurdity, I hate if I'm so frustrated. You wanna control me when your supposed to console me, you just hung up the phone, and I wasn't even being rude, alot of mean attitude she don't care how much I feel. I'll ever trust to believe that you're going to keep it real. One day your close to me the next your ghosting me , it is what it is , but it's not what it's supposed to be, now she's roasting me. never raises a glass toasting me, never doing the most for me, the parasites always got a host for me, provoking me,