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Yeah, I told you how I was feeling. How I thought things would be , but I also thought about you , because it ain't all about me, i know you have feelings too. Im sure i don't know about a lot of things you've been through, and it's your choice to share, i just want you to know that i'm trying to be aware, i care how you feel , i'm trying to keep it real, and it's okay if you want to seal the deal, I dont have to come around, and I'll never put you down, I wont dwell on everything we did, how good I was to you. How thoughtful l can be, it doesnt always come back to me, just because i beleived it doesnt make it true. i should have remembered what kayla taught me is true, it doesn't matter good you are to someone, its doesn't set you free or buy respect, they only see your weakness that you dont even try to protect, they know you won't leave, you wear your heart on your sleeve,

And they only have to give just enough of what you need, its feels so great at the start you think they have such a great heart, their feelings must be true, but how you think of them is not always how they think of you, it's not how it is, they sure take alot but dont seem to wanna give, when you owe the money, it's instantly time to pay, when they owe you.They say not today, the double standard is in play and isn't fun, it's definitely not fair. but I warned myself to be aware, but I didn't wanna listen I cause I dont like to ,all I know is I really liked you, and I thought you liked me, i didn't have delusions of how things might be, i know we're not together.I know we're just friends, but I thought I was a little more, I guess this is where it ends