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Yeah, I told you how I was feeling. How I thought things would be , but I also thought about you because it ain't all about me, i know you have feelings too. Im sure i don't have a cluec about half the pain you've been through, and it's your choice to share, i just want you to know that i'm trying to be aware, just please don't say you dont care. I hate when u say that, its not fair, i care how you feel , i'm trying to keep it real, and it's okay if you want to seal the deal today, I can walk away. I dont have to come around, but I'll never put you down, I'm just trying live, I wont dwell on everything we did, how good I was to you. How my feelings were true. Doesn't matter How thoughtful l can be, sometimes my world just shatters on me, my kindness doesnt always come back to me, it doesn't set me free, doesn't matter how much I care about you, just because i beleived it doesnt make it true. i should have remembered what my last relationship taught me, doesn't make others see, it doesn't matter how good you are to someone it doesn't buy respect, they only see a weakness you dont protect, they know you won't leave cause you wear your heart on your sleeve,

they only have to give youv just enough of what you need, they hurt you and watch you bleed and help pick you up so you see the greed,its feels so great at the start you think they have such a great heart,then they tear you apart. U think their feelings must be true, but how you think of them is not always how they think of you, it's not how it is, not how i want to live. they sure take alot but dont seem to wanna give, when you owe them money, it's always time to pay, when they owe you.They always say not today, the double standard is in play , its all black and grey. and isn't fun, like playing with a loaded gun , it's definitely not fair, but I warned myself to be aware, but I didn't wanna listen, didn't wanna be

Conditioned. Didnt know it was gonna be a mission, cause I dont like to be fogot ,all I know is I really liked you alot, and I thought you liked me, i didn't have delusions of how things might be, i know we're not together.I know we're just friends, but I thought I was a little more, I guess this is where it ends