I had it all

Verse 1

I wake up already tired

Its like I never slept at all

Feel a weight inside my breathing

Like I missed a final call

The mirror doesn’t argue

It just watches me decay

I don’t fight the dark anymore

No I just let it stay

Pre-Chorus 1

I don’t ask to be forgiven

I don’t curse what I became

I just watch the days dissolve

Like they never knew my name

Chorus

I had it all

But still, I didn’t even see

I was holding everything

But I was losing me

Still I had it all

I didn’t feel it break

I didn’t see it leave

Was only surviving

And now I see

Everything I loved

Just slipping away..

from me

Verse 2

I move through the day like a shadow

Nothing holds, nothing stays

Every step feels borrowed

Every thought just slips away

The world keeps turning slowly

But I am frozen in place,

I don’t chase what I’ve lost already

I just survive this space

Pre-Chorus 2

I don’t beg for redemption

I don’t mourn what I’ve become

I just watch the hours fade

Like they never knew

Never knew me at all

Chorus

I had it all

But still, I didn’t even see

I was holding everything

But I was losing me

Still I had it all

I didn’t feel it break

I didn’t see it leave

Was only surviving

And now I see

Everything I loved

Just slipping away from me

Bridge (spoken, fragile)

I had it all

But didn’t even see

I was holding everything

While I was losing me

I had to let it fall,i had to walk away

Even if it took

Everything

Everything i had.

Final Chorus / Outro

I had it all

But still, I didn’t even see

I was holding everything

But I was losing me

Still I had it all

I didn’t feel it break

I didn’t see it leave

Was only surviving

Never living

Feels like that I lost everything

Mmmmmm

Feels like that I lost just

Everything