I had it all

Verse 1

I wake up tired, the night’s still mine
Feels like I never slept a line
A weight inside, it pulls me low
Like I missed the last chance to go
The mirror stares, it doesn’t lie
It just reflects the tears I hide
I don’t fight shadows, I let them stay
They’ve learned the words I cannot say

Pre-Chorus 1

I don’t ask for mercy or grace
I don’t curse the loss I face
I watch the days just slip away
As if they never knew my name

Chorus 1

I had it all
But I couldn’t see
Holding everything
While I lost me
Still I had it all
But it didn’t break
I didn’t hear it leave
Just tried to fake
And now I see
All I loved
Just falling slowly
Away from me

Verse 2

I move through days like empty halls
Nothing stays, nothing calls
Every step feels borrowed, thin
Every thought drifts far within
The world keeps turning, I stand still
Frozen quiet against my will
I don’t chase what I can’t reclaim
I just survive in this quiet pain

Pre-Chorus 2

I don’t plead for second tries
I don’t mourn what fades or dies
I watch the hours fade to gray
As if they never knew my way

Chorus 2

I had it all
But I couldn’t see
Holding everything
While I lost me
Still I had it all
But it didn’t break
I didn’t hear it leave
Just tried to fake
And now I see
All I loved
Just falling slowly
Away from me

[Bridge Spoken / Fragile] 

I had it all…
But didn’t see
Holding everything
While I lost me
I had to let it fall
I had to walk away
Even if it took
Everything…
Everything I had

Final Chorus / Outro

I had it all
But I couldn’t see
Holding everything
While I lost me
Still I had it all
But it didn’t break
I didn’t hear it leave
Just tried to fake
Never living, never free
Feels like I lost
Everything…
Everything I had
Mmm…
Feels like I lost
Just… everything

Emotional Piano Ballad,Intimate,Fragile