I had it all

Verse 1

I wake up tired, the night’s still mine

Feels like I never slept a line

A weight inside, it pulls me low

Like I missed the last chance to go

The mirror stares, it doesn’t lie

It just reflects the tears I hide

I don’t fight shadows, I let them stay

They’ve learned the words I cannot say

Pre-Chorus 1

I don’t ask for mercy or grace

I don’t curse the loss I face

I watch the days just slip away

As if they never knew my name

Chorus 1

I had it all

But I couldn’t see

Holding everything

While I lost me

Still I had it all

But it didn’t break

I didn’t hear it leave

Just tried to fake

And now I see

All I loved

Just falling slowly

Away from me

Verse 2

I move through days like empty halls

Nothing stays, nothing calls

Every step feels borrowed, thin

Every thought drifts far within

The world keeps turning, I stand still

Frozen quiet against my will

I don’t chase what I can’t reclaim

I just survive in this quiet pain

Pre-Chorus 2

I don’t plead for second tries

I don’t mourn what fades or dies

I watch the hours fade to gray

As if they never knew my way

Chorus 2

I had it all

But I couldn’t see

Holding everything

While I lost me

Still I had it all

But it didn’t break

I didn’t hear it leave

Just tried to fake

And now I see

All I loved

Just falling slowly

Away from me

I had it all…

But didn’t see

Holding everything

While I lost me

I had to let it fall

I had to walk away

Even if it took

Everything…

Everything I had

Final Chorus / Outro

I had it all

But I couldn’t see

Holding everything

While I lost me

Still I had it all

But it didn’t break

I didn’t hear it leave

Just tried to fake

Never living, never free

Feels like I lost

Everything…

Everything I had

Mmm…

Feels like I lost

Just… everything