Take me back to way back when
You and I were only friends
I wanna see you smile again
Us sittin in your truck , Cruisin , my hair blowin in the wind
Ide almost give my last breath to hear your laughter
Meeting you gave me hope when my life was a disaster
Just wish I knew back then all of the pain that soon came after
You held me in your arms when I would start to cry
Told me to leave the pain in the past cus cus I had u now but it was all a lie
Guess u changed your mind because it ain"t never been the same
You made me feel so loved then took it all away
Never could fully explain
All I understand now is you think I"m the only one to blame
I don"t ever wanna fall in love again
Not only do I lose my love but I"m losing my friend
I used to wish time could just pause but now I just wanna rewind
So that I can live through it all again
Rememberin what it was when I was still who u loved
Crazy how u can give someone your all but still not be enough
It hurts but sadly it"s true
That there are times I still cry and thank God when I look at you
Regardless of all this pain I"m still thankful for you
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I"m so sorry that I thought I needed you
But I was so in love I couldn"t face the truth
That I was never what you wanted
You had me fooled when we first started
But look how long before the last finally parted
Played me good but I still chose to stay
Guess maybe that means I might be the only one to blame
You always say it was me but that ain"t what anybody seen
I never had to say a word you made it clear for everyone to see
That I didn"t play you
You were the one playing me
Don"t get me wrong
I know I"ve done my share the list is long
But sometimes when your in love
The pain u give never feels enough
Just wanted someone to finally pay
For not given a fuck bout making me feel that way
But I regrets each and every one of those days
Wish I could take it back
But nothin would change
We both know your feelings would have always remained
I just hate all this guilt I feel along with all this pain
Don"t wanna know that your gone
I feel like I"m going insane
If I never see u again I"ll just close my eyes and see u in my dreams the only place you"ll remain
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I"m so sorry that I thought I needed you
But I was so in love I couldn"t face the truth
That I was never what you wanted
You had me fooled when we first started
But look how long before the last finally parted
Played me good but I still chose to stay
Guess maybe that means I might be the only one to blame
You always say it was me but that ain"t what anybody has seen
I never had to say a word you made it clear
I think falling in love is now my biggest fear