It was a long time ago when I kissed you
It was a long time ago I still miss you
They say if you really love someone let them go
but if they never come back I don't know
I don't know what to do I don't know how to live
Everyday gets no better just feeling like shit
Try to move on doing anything I can
i realize the hour glass is out of sand
I understand Maybe I just don't deserve it
For what it's worth you were worth it
Perfect to me now life has no purpose to me
Slowly I'm trying to be the right person to be
But it's a struggle I'm lost in this world
But I gotta do better for myself if not do it for my girls
That's one thing I love so much is you're their mother
I wouldn't trade that for another like no other
I know life comes with the change
I will always wish things were back the same
But like they say wishes are for suckers
It is what it is I'm not a punk mother fucker
I always hope the best in everything in life for you
Even when I die my love will never die for you
As much as I miss everything I can't hate it
I knew what I had and I just want you to know I appreciate it
They say never give up and I didn't
If I did then the love would be finished
It almost did and it hurted me so much
I'm not begging anymore I did enough
That's how life is there's no blame
Who am I kidding things will never be the same
And that's ok we can function
If I could do anything I do something
To be there for you if you need
If you're happy I'm happy as can be
You go your way and you find your own
I let it be hopefully you good i mind my own
If I have a small piece in your life I accept it
In case I gotta go I want you to know this message
My life I neglected I couldn't do without you
That's on me not putting It about you
Who say, they say, I don't hear the nonsense
You're a beautiful woman fully blossom
Look at the beautiful children that you raising
I think you deserve anything on occasion
So I'm a show my love never degrade you
I just want you to know for everything I appreciate you
boloko_jasadacatmar
