Fucked me up

Yo, Pop Can introduction,

I was once a kid living a perfect life,
The world is a cruel place and it stabbed me in the chest with a knife, 
Alot of things demand’s a sacrifice,

Life was great as a child, both parents present,
Until my dad acted like the devil and turned rather unpleasant,
He treated me and my mom like shit he’s just a dirty fucking pheasant

He cheated on my mom,
He’d rather give his life to his brothers wife,

They took my uncles child way,
That shit turned his way of living grey,
He hung himself cause of it,
I just wish he never quit,

When i was 7 years old they fed me with pills cause i couldn’t sit still, 
From then on shit just went downhill,
Is that a way to make a child live? By drugging them?
What a great way to fuck up their brain stem,

At 14 years old i almost died,
Some guy gave me drugs and laced it with fentanyl,
That shit was so unprofessional, it just fucked up my life even more in general,
I was so scared,
It gave me PTSD didn’t think i could be repaired,

My dad left me when i was 17 years old, 
He just made my life turn into mold,
Its better this way his wife hates me anyway,
She could go live in the streets and be a stray,
I don’t give a fuck,

She ruined my childhood,
Turn my life upside down,
She just made me feel like i wanted to drown,
I wanted to leave this fucking town,

Sometimes life isn’t all sunshine and rainbows but you will always manage to pull through it,
Sometimes life isn’t always positive, but remember your worth and value, never let anyone put you down and run you over,

I got a job after that,
Life was amazing,
Until it caught on fire and just started burning,
They bullied me,
They harassed me,
They tormented me,
They made me wanna kill myself,
At that point i had very shitty mental health,
Called me a slut,
Even though it wasn’t true,
You don’t know how it feels to be trapped and can’t let go do you?
I just wanted to burry myself in a fucking rut,

Do you know how it feels to wake up in the night crying and screaming?
The tears were just fucking streaming,
Drenched in sweat,
Everything around just felt like a threat,
Fucking anxiety,
That shit hit me in a high variety,

I can’t even count on my fingers how many time I’ve been chewed up and spit out,
I knew for sure they were using me without a doubt,
They never gave me the chance to sprout,
Used me for rides,
Made everything collide,
I just wish i fucking died
Took my money,
This shit wasn’t funny,
They took me for a fucking dummy

But i ain’t stupid man,
At some point i got fed up, just took my 2 legs and fucking ran,
I don’t need people like that in my life,
Getting used and shit,
Im done getting hit,  

Sometimes life isn’t all sunshine and rainbows but you will always manage to pull through it,
Sometimes life isn’t always positive, but remember your worth and value, never let anyone put you down and run you over,

Rap, lots of beat in the back group, sad, male voice, loud, angry voice