Laying in my bed at 2AM questioning my existence,
Maybe i just need a little distance,
Im feeling pretty helpless,
The pain and sadness just feels endless,
I’m Tired of living in pain,
People never understand me,
I was born this way it isn’t my fault,
Do you really think i wanted to live like this?
If i could change the way i am i would but i can’t,
Hey, I’m talking to you are you even listening?
Yes I’m so sorry i was doing something,
Can you just sit still for 2 seconds stop moving,
Oh yeah, i didn’t realize my feet were tapping,
I’m Tired of living in pain,
I was born this way it isn’t my fault,
Do you really think i wanted to live like this?
If i could change the way i am i would but i can’t,
You talk to much can you just shut up?
Oh ok yeah ill give it up,
Where are my keys i can’t find my keys,
This is a fucking disease,
I’m Tired of living in pain,
I was born this way it isn’t my fault,
Do you really think i wanted to live like this?
If i could change the way i am i would but i can’t,
At seven years old they gave me pills cause i couldn’t sit still,
They forced me against my fucking will,
I can’t even count on my fingers how many time i got kicked out of class,
They turned me into a shattered glass,
Mom why aren’t i normal?
I just feel fucking abnormal,
Can i just be like other kids?
It’s like walking on twigs,
I’m Tired of living in pain,
I was born this way it isn’t my fault,
Do you really think i wanted to live like this?
If i could change the way i am i would but i can’t,
Out of sight out of mind,
Its like I’m fucking blind,
Heart pounding at a hundred miles an hour,
Losing all my sense of power,
Im writing like a dying flower,
I’m Tired of living in pain,
I was born this way it isn’t my fault,
Do you really think i wanted to live like this?
If i could change the way i am i would but i can’t,
I just need to be handled with a little care,
I wish i could be repaired,
Im sorry.
