Spit My Halo

I chew on rust

Tongue tastes blame

Bite down hard

Till I feel your name

Black-out screen

Ghosted calls

Scroll your face

Till the signal falls

You said “heal”

You meant “hide”

Left your knife

On my softer side

I spit my halo on the floor

Crush it like the things you swore

If I burn

I burn alone

Carve my truth in broken stone

You made this mess inside my head

Painted red where love once bled

I spit my halo

Watch it slide

You don’t get to say you tried

Your sweatshirt still

Hangs on my chair

Smells like smoke

And a half-prayed dare

You staged your tears

Like a perfect play

I played the fool

Till you pulled away

You want peace

But you live in a war

Send one text

Then you slam the door

I spit my halo on the floor

Crush it like the things you swore

If I burn

I burn alone

Carve my truth in broken stone

You made this mess inside my head

Painted red where love once bled

I spit my halo

Watch it slide

You don’t get to say you tried

I stitched your name into my skin (too deep)

Now every scar still drags you in (no sleep)

You call it “hurt

” I call it “home”

I call it “wreck

” you call my phone

Say you’re “sorry

” say you’ve “changed” (same lie)

Every promise sounds the same (run dry)

Cut the cord

I’m done

I’m done

You lost the right to be my drug

I spit my halo on the floor

Crush it like the things you swore

If I burn

I burn alone

Carve my truth in broken stone

You made this mess inside my head

Painted red where love once bled

I spit my halo

Watch it slide

You don’t get to say you tried

I spit my halo

Hear it crack

All your words can’t pull it back

If I fall

I fall as me

Broken

Brutal

Finally free

You made this mess inside my head

But I’m the one who leaves it dead

I spit my halo

Watch it die

You don’t get to say goodbye