[Verse 1]
Black candles on the carpet
Wax in the cuts on my hands
Draw circles just to trap my thoughts
They still slip through like sand
Demons in my headphones laughing
Witches in my bedroom mirror stare
Angels on the ceiling doing nothing
Just counting every curse in the air
[Chorus]
So go on
Drag me down
Tear my halo off
If this is all I am
Then I’ve had enough
Burn my name into the bathroom wall
I said I’m done with this
I’ll end it all
I’m screaming at the sky till my throat just stalls
If there’s a god up there
Let the curtain fall
[Verse 2]
Ashes on a plate by the mattress
Spells scribbled out on the floor
Tried every charm for a painless exit
I’m still here wanting more
Chain-smoked prayers in a midnight graveyard
Talking to the stones like friends
They listen better than the living
They don’t promise what they’ll never mend
[Chorus]
So go on
Drag me down
Tear my halo off
If this is all I am
Then I’ve had enough
Burn my name into the bathroom wall
I said I’m done with this
I’ll end it all
I’m screaming at the sky till my throat just stalls
If there’s a god up there
Let the curtain fall
[Bridge]
I lit a match to every good intention (oh)
Watched them curl
Turn black
Then fade
If angels cared
They’d crash the ceiling
Not just watch me waste away
Demons hold my wrists like lovers
Whisper “stay” and “leave” at once
If I disappear in this circle of smoke
Will anybody even notice I’m gone?
[Chorus]
So go on
Drag me down
Tear my halo off
If this is all I am
Then I’ve had enough
Burn my name into the bathroom wall
I said I’m done with this
I’ll end it all
I’m screaming at the sky till my throat just stalls
If there’s a god up there
Let the curtain fall
[Outro]
Black candles melt into daylight
I’m still here
Breathing
Feeling small
I don’t know if I can climb much higher
But I’m not gone yet
Not gone yet at all