Fear
I fear that you dont hear my scream for help
I was wondering about my health
I close the door and turn out the light to see the death himself
What is the spell that tell me how to get over the fear
The voices want me to disappear
I know you're busy but is he near me every year
I don't see it clear
You're my love you see my tear
And I promise you I'll try to be here
But if it doesn't go away ill throw me on a spear.
I can hear the devil cheer up for my name
He wants to steer my career
How can you define the life line
I'm absolutely not fine with that I can feel it in my spine
I'm falling behind
Suicide still cross my mind in any kind of emotion sign
I feel the twine around my neck
Wait two sec I'll soon be a new design
Damn the rhyme as to be perfect every time
What if I were in the year 1889
Maybe I wouldn't be so blind
But the fear is a sign
How can i get over it
How can I see around the sad bit
I have to admit my personality is bout to split
I know you don't want me to commit the gift of the end of life
The fear of being alone
body I'm not on my own
But the feeling of being by myself I ever known
I can't hold it back anymore so it's start to being shown
I know I'll never reach the Throne
I'll try to get out of the zone
why did you throw me into the unknown
You call me a soldier
You'll get better when you get older
I can hear the demons on my shoulder
Life is a damaged roller coaster
It wouldn't be easier if we had a controller
Than I see the reflection of the devil I say hello sir
I can't get closer
There is not enough exposure
My anxiety and the thinking about Death could use a closure
The thoughts will never get over sadness
The madness is bigger than us
What is it to discuss
Life hitting you like a bus
There is no fuzz because it wouldn't be on pause
I can hear the claws
I can't escape there is too many doors
I'm trying to get out of psychological wars
Something flaws
Maybe the walls that never falls
How can i get over it
How can I see around the sad bit
I have to admit my personality is bout to split
I know you don't want me to commit the gift of the end of life