So low

Lonely ass life with some lonely ass folks will I be rich or will I be broke I don’t wanna be here. I just wanna go wanna leave my family. Everybody that I know suicidal thoughts will they miss me when I go? I wanna get high, but it takes me so low. I go and get sober now. I’m buzzing out my brain isolation hit me. Will I ever be OK I’m going insane. I feel out my fucking mind. Family keeps me here. They’re the only people kind broke ass pockets with a hatred for me. Tell me I’m nothing that’s all I’ll ever be. Dad never called once I moved out the house. Mom says she’s proud, but I know she’s full of doubt wish I was back to the way it was before, but that can’t happen for a lying cheating whore beat myself down. No one is here to pick me up. I’m standing in a crowd, but no one gives a fuckfall down to the floor life draining from my eye will anybody help me or just listen to the cry, I don’t wanna be here. I just wanna go wanna leave my family. Everybody that I know suicidal thoughts will they miss me when I go? I wanna get high, but it takes me so low.