Intro – whispered, distant]
Yeah…
I been fallin’ again…
Hollow in the chest, can’t feel nothin’ but the wind…
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[Verse 1 – Ruby-style melancholy]
Cold nights, veins tight, sinkin’ in the moonlight,
Shadow in my room, feel the doom when I ignite.
Old thoughts talk loud, louder when the blunt lit,
Smile on my face but my soul on some numb shit.
Sink slow, can’t float, demons on the backseat,
Runnin’ from myself but my past always catch me.
Try to medicate the pain but it never really fades,
Every high feel the same — just a mask on the rage.
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[Hook – both vocals layered, echoing]
I been drownin’, I been fallin’, I can’t climb out of my head…
Every sunrise feel like pressure on my chest instead…
I keep rollin’, I keep smokin’, tryna make my soul feel home…
But I’m empty… tryna fill a blackout in my bones…
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[Verse 2 – Scrim-style grit & anger]
Yeah, toss another bottle in the back of the wasteland,
Voices in the dark keep callin’ me a fake man.
Heart full of rust, mind full of dead ends,
Still I keep pushin’ like the pain is my best friend.
Pressure on my neck got me chokin’ on the night air,
Hope in my chest but the hope never fights fair.
Diggin’ my grave with the habits that I can’t quit,
Try to outrun fate but the devil got a fast grip.
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[Bridge – whispered]
Do you hear me now?
Do you feel me now?
Or am I just a ghost in the static somehow?
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[Hook – heavier, drowned in reverb]
I been drownin’, I been fallin’, I can’t climb out of my head…
Every sunrise feel like pressure on my chest instead…
I keep rollin’, I keep smokin’, tryna make my soul feel home…
But I’m empty… tryna fill a blackout in my bones…
TheGangStarTwin
