She's still here...
I can feel her...
October comes back like a threat and a promise
It's the month I dread the most
But it's also when I feel you closest
Like the air gets thin enough to let you in
Two years have gone without you here
And it still cuts like yesterday
Three Christmases and your stocking’s still hanging
Where we left it, hoping you’d find your way
Oh, October's got his hands around our throats again
Cold wind crawling all the way inside our chest
Last night you walked back to us in a dream
And you never had to say a word
You just held us, we held you, and the world went silent
And negative space filled the holes in our heart
And I woke up crying, crying
We woke up crying
For a moment I thought it was real
I could smell your hair and I could see your face
You were older in the dream this time
But you still scrambled up on the bed
You climbed right back into me
Like you never had to leave at all
Oh, October's got his hands around our throats again
Cold wind crawling all the way inside our chest
And you walked right back in our dreams
Like the screw and the hammer and the bolt and the pin
You filled us back up, you brought back the light
And we should have let you stay...
I don't care if it's just the shadows playing games
I know that it was you
You were there this time
I could feel the weight of your Soul
Bruising my skin...
Pushing back the cold...
We'll dealt the dark!
We'll tear the night apart!
October, you can have it all, you can take the world away
But you can't have her back from us!
UNLESS SHE CHOSE TO STAY!
I woke up crying... wondering
Where you went.
Where it all went wrong...
I'll see you in the dark.
I'll see you on the other side...
Three Christmases...
PrinceShawn
