[Verse 1]
Life falling through the clouds
Right into the dug up hole I made
Hands in the dirt, still deep in doubt
I dug this grave with the choices I gave
Pain hit like a building
Coming down on me all at once
Steel on my chest, I’m still breathing
But the weight got me bent in the dust
I lost the pieces
That used to hold me up straight
Now I’m staring at the floor
Like it knows my name
And I kept saying
I’ll be fine, I’ll be fine
But the truth sat heavy
In the back of my mind
[Pre-Chorus]
I’ve been breaking in slow motion
Trying to stand on a fault line
Every step got me closer
To the edge I drew myself
[Chorus]
I fell in my own hole
(I fell in my own hole)
I fell in my own hole
And I can’t play it off
I lost what held me up
(I lost what held me up)
I lost what held me up
Now I’m learning to crawl
[Verse 2]
Never thought I failed it
Thought I’d fake it till the day got bright
But the mirror kept telling me
I’ve been wrong in my own life
No chain on my ankle
Just the ghost of every bad call
Every promise I delayed
Every time I let it fall
Now I’m sick of the same old story
Same shame in a fresh new coat
Same hands tryna build a ladder
With the same loose rope
Still I’m here in the rubble
Dust on my tongue, heart bruised
If I’m buried under my own mess
I’ma dig till I break through
[Pre-Chorus]
I’ve been breaking in slow motion
Trying to stand on a fault line
Every step got me closer
To the edge I drew myself
[Chorus]
I fell in my own hole
(I fell in my own hole)
I fell in my own hole
And I can’t play it off
I lost what held me up
(I lost what held me up)
I lost what held me up
Now I’m learning to crawl
[Bridge]
If I made this pit, then I can climb it
If I lit that fire, I can name it
I don’t need the world to forgive me
First I gotta face what I became
[Final Chorus]
I fell in my own hole
(I fell in my own hole)
I fell in my own hole
But I’m not staying down
I lost what held me up
(I lost what held me up)
I lost what held me up
Now I’m building from the ground
I fell in my own hole
(I fell in my own hole)
I fell in my own hole
But I found my way out