everyday

Lying in my room, mind wide shut,

All kinds of thoughts.. but still sees nothing,

Dry throat from talking yet mouth was closed,

Everything was said, but no respond.

LYING IN My , MIND WIDE SHUT,

ALL KINDS OF THOUGHTS.. BUT STILL SEES NOTHING,

DRY THROAT FROM TALKING YET MOUTH WAS CLOSED,

EVERYTHING WAS SAID, BUT NO RESPOND.

Paralyzed from everything you sees,

But still moving around.

Gaze everywhere but sees only dark,

Only empty space, with your tortured heart.

Eyes crack open, but empty view,

Nothing.. nothing but impentrability of your hapiness.

Always the sidekick of everything.

Why am I here?

Body cold as ice but still burning all my blood cess,

Is this the price for i am the mess?

Made of pain, fear.. and hope -that I would not use that rope.

Physically in my room.. but mind in forest,

Walking by this infinity path and looking for eternal rest...

Findingless.

(whispering)

The voice is getting louder.. I should stop.

Too weak, but yet winning the fight.