(chorus]x3
Heroin is the best shit i, i have ever known.
Without it i i feel alone (alone)
(I’m not whole no-there’s a hole)
Was hooked on lows
Brown blow
Only da Nose,
Wasn’t one to hold up & blow (you know that infamous pose when you smoke)
Mostly nose or it’s a no but then uh come the poke
(& it was over)
A new ultimate high i go
(you listening?)
A new ultimate low (shit)
Time goes, on & my thirst grows (missing)
Yea the cravings grow (itchin)
Sittin next to Kristen (jus some villains)
Between boosting Expressing
This drug never gets old (livin)
But if I don't quit, I'll never get old (wishin)
Not in control
I'm hot, but yet I'm cold (in instant)
Try to quit, & yet again I fold (in to sin)
This dark & lonely road (alone)
Now I overdose (ghost)
& as my heart slows (death of ego)
And my eyes roll (so long)
OH NO! PLEASE NO!
Out my body my soul flows
& there my life goes
Soon now tag on toes
Six feet froze
& my little kid will grow up alone
[chorus]x3
Heroin is the best shit i, i have ever known.
Without it i i feel alone (alone)
(I’m not whole no-there’s a hole)
Then EMTs brought me back
Can’t believe getting a 2nd chance
& yet I went right back
Can you believe that?!
For her I'd rob from stores
Sleepin' on floors
Sleepin' in stolen Fords
Steal clothes
Sell my soul
This life I chose
Runny nose
This pistol I hold (i hold)
With only failures to show (show)
Against my head I proceed to unload (pull)
I'm not gonna make it out of this intact
Call 911 my minds been high jacked (whoa)
[chorus]
Heroin is the best shit i, i have ever known.
Without it i i feel alone (alone)
(I’m not whole no-there’ a hole)
(Yeah we know)
No! hold up instead of unloadin'
The gun that I'm holdin'
instead of foldin'
I'm gonna liberate this self loathin'
If I can quit, I'll be golden
(So I’m hopin)
i kinda liked being on the streets (at my lowest)
at my lowest
The rush & the freedom that comes with being homeless
(I was floating)
it odd?
Pleased seeing everything between a nod
Kicked out, look down, spit upon,
Never alone always alone
Nomad vagabon wanderer anywhere i roam
Where i lay my head is home
That brown skin glow
She was my girl
She was my wife
How is that right?! (Flatline)
When she was tryin to take my life! (Made by design)
Righting my wrongs, It was dumb i confess
Straight from the chest
Fuck brown!
(i even switched to FedEx)
What’s next?
[Bridge]
The Reaper that harvests, couldn't hold onto me
Come meet the coroner, then come back with me
You don't warrant your own existence
CC’s be thee enemy
Almost took me under, almost ended me (deceased)
All that is over, precedes my new beginning
& i will win yes
I will win! Mark this.
Fore pain is only premature enlightenment
[chorus]x4
Heroin is the WORST shit
i, i have ever known.
Without it i i feel
I feel HOPE (im at home)
(Growth)
& now that I done (done)
IM DONE (im done)
(All over)
(Yet jus begun)
I won
(I won)
We won
(We won Kristen we won)
Crimedrama
