Heroin

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Heroin is the best shit i, i have ever known.

Without it i i feel alone (alone)

(I’m not whole there’s a hole)

Was hooked on lows

Brown blow

Only da Nose,

Wasn’t one to hold up & blow (you know that infamous pose when you smoke)

Mostly nose or it’s a no but then uh come the poke

(& it was over)

A new ultimate high i go

(you listening?)

A new ultimate low (shit)

Time goes, on & my thirst grows (missing)

Yea the cravings grow (itchin)

Sittin next to Kristen (jus some villains)

Between boosting Expressing

This drug never gets old (livin)

But if I don't quit, I'll never get old (wishin)

Not in control

I'm hot, but yet I'm cold (in instant)

Try to quit, & yet again I fold (in to sin)

This dark & lonely road (alone)

Now I overdose (ghost)

& as my heart slows (death of ego)

And my eyes roll (so long)

OH NO! PLEASE NO!

Out my body my soul flows

& there my life goes

Soon now tag on toes

Six feet froze

& my little kid will grow up alone

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Heroin is the best shit i, i have ever known.

Without it i i feel alone (alone)

(I’m not whole there’s a hole)

Then EMTs brought me back

Can’t believe getting a 2nd chance

& yet I went right back

Can you believe that?!

For her I'd rob from stores

Sleepin' on floors

Sleepin' in stolen Fords

Steal clothes

Sell my soul

This life I chose

Runny nose

This pistol I hold (i hold)

With only failures to show (show)

Against my head I proceed to unload (pull)

I'm not gonna make it out of this intact

Call 911 my minds been high jacked (whoa)

Heroin is the best shit i, i have ever known.

Without it i i feel alone (alone)

(I’m not whole there’s a hole)

(Yeah we know)

No! hold up instead of unloadin'

The gun that I'm holdin'

instead of foldin'

I'm gonna liberate this self loathin'

If I can quit, I'll be golden

(So I’m hopin)

i kinda liked being on the streets (at my lowest)

at my lowest

The rush & the freedom that comes with being homeless

(I was floating)

it odd?

Pleased seeing everything between a nod

Kicked out, look down, spit upon,

Never alone always alone

Nomad vagabon wanderer anywhere i roam

Where i lay my head is home

That brown skin glow

She was my girl

She was my wife

How is that right?! (Flatline)

When she was tryin to take my life! (Made by design)

Righting my wrongs, It was dumb i confess

Straight from the chest

Fuck brown!

(i even switched to FedEx)

What’s next?

The Reaper that harvests, couldn't hold onto me

Come meet the coroner, then come back with me

You don't warrant your own existence

CC’s be thee enemy

Almost took me under, almost ended me (deceased)

All that is over, precedes my new beginning

& i will win yes

I will win! Mark this.

Fore pain is only premature enlightenment

Heroin is the WORST shit

i, i have ever known.

Without it i i feel HOPE (at home)

Heroin is the WORST shit

i, i have ever known.

Without it i i feel HOPE (at home)

& now that I done (done)

IM DONE (im done)

(All over)

(Yet jus begun)

(i won)(Kristen we won)