The Blacken Soul

Disengage from the world, I sit here in my life, watching as a fly zooms past, I am bound with these chains, let me try to think my thoughts, alone I sit in this pain, where I lost my true meaning, for a hell so truly wanted, this blacken soul I grown to know.
For life's true meaning, let's be happy, why can't I, fight my fears, as my life is spinning down, where you guide me, far unknown, to the darkest parts of my thoughts, where's the trust I once had, for this blacken soul to be saved.
As this fight battles nearer, the blood has spilled on these scars, washed away never more, to show to you, I'm more then dust, in a place you can't see, why would you step on glass, to see how fragile the water is,  just to drown this blacken soul.
Far away I try to run, not to notice, as I'm bound by the lies, a rope so strong, holding me to the edge, I see a crow, as it tries to take flight, nothing in my sight, could make me cry my own tears, tonight I sit in front of my own fire, to burn this blacken soul.
When one door closes, I make a wish, remember when life was true, rise again to fight this fear, where once was lost, to break these chains bound by hate, as I rise above this world so dark, I will take one more drink, to lighten up this blacken soul.

Deep vocalization, with strong emotions and darker feelings