Why?

Why do I wake up every day just to feel all this pain..

living through so much trauma..

its driving me insane..

I cant find a way out...

of this hole I am in...

its so fucking deep,

It aint never gonna end..

the harder I try..

the deeper that it gets..

im so dam tired of all the dumb shit..

Got A demon on my back ..

cant see it but its there..

closer then my shadow..

it goes with me everywhere..

its as heavy as the weight,

thats always sitting on my chest..

just hoping I will fall..

thats how it likes me best.

done with all the whispers..

I hear when I walk by..

come live a day as me..

maybe then you will know why..

Im done caring who says wat says what about who said wat about me..

I'll live my life my way I know its hard to be....

on the outside looking in..

always gossip and judging..

Instead of

talking all that shit...

how bout U fill ur mouth with a .......... Diiiiiiiiid....

I just say that..

yup I sure did..

U cant hurt me no more..

then wat u already did...