Joshua

U know Sometimes it's hard to find the right words..

to say.. to help me try to explain..

I'm lucky U forgive me.. and I'm blessed that u let me in ur life..

I know I've said I'm sorry.and I know u say it's okay..

but I know that somewhere along the way..

there have been times that u needed me..

and I want u to know that I've needed u too..

I'm sorry for everything I've put u through..

there's nothing I can do to change wats been done

.... I want u know I love you Son..

I will always b e here for u..

I'll spend the rest of my life making it up to you..

I wish I could go back and undo wat I've done I'll spend the rest of my life making it up to you son..

I'd give u the world if I could..

I've made mistakes that I'll regret for the rest of my life I will pay for it..

No way I will ever allow myself to forget..

I love you and I understand that's probably not enough..

I'm so proud of you and the man you've become..

I hope one day we can be close once again.. I don't have much right now..

but when I do I always try and do wat I can..

I hope u know How much u mean to me how much I will always love you u will always be my baby..