feelings
will always have a place in my heart
Feelings
Most days
I am lost without an answer.
These fucking
Feelings
These Feelings
These feelings of mine they hurt
These fucking feelings
I feel are not excepted
by many
I should not try to
understand
the version some
People want me to be
the reasons why
I feel
That I can not except
Myself for who I am
Expected to live up
To others expectations
Fuck all who have
no pain
The hurt is what
Keeps me alive
These fucking feelings
Is my chaos
These feelings
May make me bleed
Not by the vision
For whom ever
To see
My feelings I bleed
In my heart
These feelings they
Fucking hurt
Though they are mine
They belong to me
I would not exchange
What I feel
Or
How I feel
It keeps me alive
It allows me to breath
This is the difference
between
The reality of normal
Or
The reality of me
Call the normal
What you like
Fit in to get in
I am extra extraordinary I am
Not the normal
You call a mother
Fucker like me
I am a man in my
Own world
I am not scared
To cry
To show fear
I am emotional
At times
I am giving who gives
A fuck just because
That is not normal
In a world of a selfish
Motha fuc like who ever
Do not mean whos
Ever ways are good
For me
Quit the back slash
No one lives my life
Better then me
Or the way
I do
Live a normal life
I can not judge you
Allow me to live mine
The way I want to
I play blind
In a world of normal
That is why
I am like a fucking
Chameleon
A change of scenery
Will not effect
My state of mind
Cause I am a keeping
It real emotional
Mother fk
I do not need to change
Who I am as a person
To get what I need
In life
I am not passing judgment
I do not have what
Most might have
I do not need those
Things
I am not comparing
keep the debt
I have none
Keep the white fence
It looks like all the rest
If it didn't you get fined
A lean a house gone
The norm is living in debt
Neighborhood watch
A fucking Karen
A fucking nosey bitch
Most fools
fucking haters
Choose as a wife
Keeping my feelings real I would rather
Be emotionally fucked
Up At the end of the
Day I am no less of a
Man
Un like most norm of you motha fuk live lies
Can not hang
Your wife cheaten your phone not hung up
That's what I said
On the D keeping what I say real a wife in the norm be a tweeker
Nose so big snorts Cola
Being Booshie
Making Crack deals
it is not a feeling
Of the normal
It is as real as it gets
I know this pain
I might feel
It is real not
Fucking fake
Allows these feelings
Realism isn't what's real anymore. The majority of the world live their everyday lives putting on a facade comprised of what they interpret to what being a productive part of society should look and act like. Let me say this; you are all being brainwashed. No lie.
Nyra22