Confusion is the New Norm.

    feelings
will always have a place in my heart
  Feelings
   Most days 
I am lost without an answer.  
   These fucking
       Feelings
   These Feelings 
        These feelings of mine they hurt
   These fucking feelings
 I feel are not excepted
 by many
   I should not try to
 understand  
   the version some
People want me to be
  the reasons why
  I feel 
That I can not except
  Myself for who I am
 Expected to live up
   To others expectations 

   Fuck all who have
no pain
   The hurt is what 
   Keeps me alive
 These fucking feelings
    Is my chaos
    These feelings
  May make me bleed
    Not by the vision
   For whom ever
   To see
My feelings I bleed 
   In my heart
These feelings they
   Fucking hurt
 Though they are mine
They belong to me
  I would not exchange
 What I feel
        Or
  How I feel
 It keeps me alive
 It allows me to breath
This is the difference
between
The reality of normal
                Or
The reality of me
Call the normal 
What you like
 Fit in to get in
   I am extra  extraordinary  I am 
Not the normal
You call a mother
Fucker like me
   I am a man in my
Own world 
  I am not scared 
To cry
  To show fear
  I am emotional
 At times
   I am giving  who gives
A fuck just because
  That is not normal
In a world of a selfish
Motha fuc like who ever
   Do not mean whos
Ever ways are good
   For me
 Quit the back slash 
No one lives my life
Better then me
Or  the way 
I do 
  Live a normal life
I can not judge you
  Allow me to live mine
The way I want to
  I play blind 
In a world  of normal
  That is why
  I am like a fucking 
Chameleon 
A change of scenery 
Will not effect 
My state of mind
  Cause I am a keeping 
It real emotional 
Mother fk 
  I do not need to change
Who I am as a person
  To get what I need
In life
  I am not passing judgment  
  I do not have what
Most might have
I do not need those
Things 
  I am not comparing
keep  the debt
I have none
   Keep the white fence
It looks like all the rest
If it didn't you get fined
A lean  a house gone
The norm is living in debt
   Neighborhood  watch
A fucking Karen 
   A fucking nosey bitch
Most fools 
fucking haters
Choose as a wife
   Keeping my feelings real I would rather
Be  emotionally fucked
Up At the end of the
Day I am no less of a 
Man
    Un like most norm of you motha fuk live lies
Can not hang 
     Your wife cheaten your phone not hung up
That's what I said
     On the D keeping what I say real  a wife in the norm  be a tweeker
Nose so big snorts Cola
Being Booshie
 Making Crack deals
  it is not a feeling
Of the normal
  It is as real as it gets
 I know this pain
   I might feel
 It is real not 
   Fucking fake
   Allows these feelings
  Realism isn't what's real anymore. The majority of the world live their everyday lives putting on a facade comprised of what they interpret to what being a productive part of society should look and act like. Let me say this; you are all being brainwashed. No lie.

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