Confusion is the New Norm.

feelings

will always have a place in my heart

Feelings

Most days

I am lost without an answer.

These fucking

Feelings

These Feelings

These feelings of mine they hurt

These fucking feelings

I feel are not excepted

by many

I should not try to

understand

the version some

People want me to be

the reasons why

I feel

That I can not except

Myself for who I am

Expected to live up

To others expectations

Fuck all who have

no pain

The hurt is what

Keeps me alive

These fucking feelings

Is my chaos

These feelings

May make me bleed

Not by the vision

For whom ever

To see

My feelings I bleed

In my heart

These feelings they

Fucking hurt

Though they are mine

They belong to me

I would not exchange

What I feel

Or

How I feel

It keeps me alive

It allows me to breath

This is the difference

between

The reality of normal

Or

The reality of me

Call the normal

What you like

Fit in to get in

I am extra extraordinary I am

Not the normal

You call a mother

Fucker like me

I am a man in my

Own world

I am not scared

To cry

To show fear

I am emotional

At times

I am giving who gives

A fuck just because

That is not normal

In a world of a selfish

Motha fuc like who ever

Do not mean whos

Ever ways are good

For me

Quit the back slash

No one lives my life

Better then me

Or the way

I do

Live a normal life

I can not judge you

Allow me to live mine

The way I want to

I play blind

In a world of normal

That is why

I am like a fucking

Chameleon

A change of scenery

Will not effect

My state of mind

Cause I am a keeping

It real emotional

Mother fk

I do not need to change

Who I am as a person

To get what I need

In life

I am not passing judgment

I do not have what

Most might have

I do not need those

Things

I am not comparing

keep the debt

I have none

Keep the white fence

It looks like all the rest

If it didn't you get fined

A lean a house gone

The norm is living in debt

Neighborhood watch

A fucking Karen

A fucking nosey bitch

Most fools

fucking haters

Choose as a wife

Keeping my feelings real I would rather

Be emotionally fucked

Up At the end of the

Day I am no less of a

Man

Un like most norm of you motha fuk live lies

Can not hang

Your wife cheaten your phone not hung up

That's what I said

On the D keeping what I say real a wife in the norm be a tweeker

Nose so big snorts Cola

Being Booshie

Making Crack deals

it is not a feeling

Of the normal

It is as real as it gets

I know this pain

I might feel

It is real not

Fucking fake

Allows these feelings

Realism isn't what's real anymore. The majority of the world live their everyday lives putting on a facade comprised of what they interpret to what being a productive part of society should look and act like. Let me say this; you are all being brainwashed. No lie.