[Intro]
It all started with
your smiles,
then your flirty words…
when we met
my stomach started takin' turns…
I made sure
you noticed me…
you were so
put together…
...so smooth… so handsome… so inviting…
your blue eyes...
...so beautiful
so I stared
and you stared right back... but
...little did I know
you were calculating how to
break...
my fucking soul...
[V2]
...all of a sudden
before I know it we are going on dates…
I thought to myself,
“Oh my god, this is fate…”
we were gettin’ heavy…
…holdin' hands
before I knew it
we were everything to each other…
…then… that one day
I said just the thing
to fucking piss you off…
you raised your voice at me…
…I begged you to stop,
asked why you were yellin’...
that was the first red flag
I waved off…
[V3]
and did I just hear,
what I think you said?
you're always twistin’ my words
changin’ the memories in my head…
and I know I'm right
I know what was said last night.
but you keep telling me it didn't go that way…
so maybe you're right
I learned to start being more quiet
that night, I was gettin’ fucking tired
I didn't want to fight
I knew we were good
I believed it
‘cuz that's what you said…
[Hook]
you are so perfect for me
without you I'd be lost
you are my everything
just keep me… at all cost…
even though it hurts so bad…
[V4]
I’m crying on my own…
I ‘acted out’ again,
and you were right for
putting me back where I stand…
…and I am sorry
I made you feel disgraced
I swear I’ll shush up…
you are my only safe place,
the only one that gets me,
so please I am beggin’
you to stop fucking yelling…
[V5]
…of course I'll take the blame
this one's on me…
I just wanna be what you want me to be
I dyed my hair hoping for your attention.
so you'd find me prettier
instead you said…
it brought out my flaws.
and I admit I should have thought
before making such a rash decision
every fucking thing I do is chaotic
I'm sure to sweep up the eggshells…
I thought were made by me…
[Chorus]
you are so perfect for me
without you I'd be lost
you are my everything
just keep me… at all cost…
even though it hurts so bad…
[V6]
every day that passed I lost another part of me,
what happened to the person you were when we met…
…what happened to all of that…
…all the ‘good morning’ texts, ‘I love you’s’...
do you even love me anymore,
am I still enough…
[Bridge]
I'm crying on my own again…
but it is all my fucking fault,
I shouldn't have had feelings
I shouldn't have needed so much trust…
maybe if I try fucking harder…
maybe I can make it like before…
I said you were my everything
now I’m fucking laid out… just like before...
...can't you see I am doing better
did you notice… I shut the fuck up…
…I am doing it all for you
and you're giving me nothing…
instead every painful thing I had shared
with you is now bein’ thrown
in my fucking face…
…I am sorry I yelled back
I am sorry I reacted…
I will change this time
I promise I will stop overreactin’...
…even though it hurts so bad…
…you are all I fucking have…
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