Prompt / Lyrics
verse 1 i walked in like i practiced it mirror smile, rehearsed a bit neon lights, a thousand eyes but none of them feel like mine bass is shaking through my chest someone yelling, overdressed i say “hi” to a familiar face we talk, then drift, then separate ⸻ pre-chorus i keep circling the same four walls like if i move enough i won’t feel small ⸻ chorus it’s so loud but i’m alone in a crowded room that isn’t home everyone’s laughing like they belong and i’m just learning how to hold it wrong i came out to feel something new but i’m stuck feeling invisible twenty years and i still don’t know how to be where i’m supposed to go ⸻ verse 2 someone spills a drink on me says “i’m sorry” carelessly i laugh it off like it’s a joke but i feel it soaking through my clothes two girls dancing, hands in air i pretend like i don’t stare they look like how it’s meant to be like movies sold it perfectly ⸻ pre-chorus i keep checking if i’ve changed at all but i’m the same in every corner i stall ⸻ chorus it’s so loud but i’m alone in a crowded room that isn’t home everyone’s shouting every word to songs i almost, almost heard i came out to feel alive but i’m just watching everyone else try twenty years and i still don’t know why i’m here or where to go ⸻ bridge my phone goes black, no battery no one left to text “save me” the music flips before the line i almost knew, i almost find someone stumbles into my side laughs too hard, i step aside i want to feel it like they do but it won’t break through ⸻ breakdown (soft, stripped) is this what it’s supposed to be? losing yourself in a memory i’ll never even want to keep ⸻ final chorus it’s so loud but i’m alone in a night i thought would feel like home everyone’s glowing, passing by and i’m just trying not to cry i came out so i wouldn’t miss whatever this feeling is but standing here, i finally know i’d rather just go home ⸻ outro cold air hits, the street is quiet and for a second i don’t mind it maybe i’m not missing out maybe i just don’t fit the crowd and maybe that’s okay somehow…
Tags
indie pop / holly humberstone x gracie abrams x lorde vibe)
Duration
3:54
Instrumental
No
Created
3/28/2026