[Verse 1]
I wake up underneath the weight
Of every thought I fucking hate
The ceiling stares back through the dark
And I can't find the missing spark
I've worn this face a thousand days
I've learned a thousand ways to fake
That I'm okay, that I'm alright
While I'm losing every war at night
[Pre-Chorus]
I don't want another empty morning
I don't want another fight
I just want this screaming in my head
To finally go quiet tonight
[Chorus]
I DON'T WANT TO LIVE LIKE THIS!
I'M SICK OF CARRYING THE WEIGHT!
I'm screaming through the silence
But I don't know what to say
I DON'T WANT TO DIE—
I JUST WANT THE PAIN TO END!
If somebody can hear me
I need somebody here tonight
[Verse 2]
Every mirror shows a stranger
Every breath feels like a chore
I've forgotten what I'm fighting for
And I can't fake it anymore
But somewhere underneath the wreckage
Something whispers, “Stay.”
Not forever, not tomorrow—
Just survive another day
[Chorus]
I DON'T WANT TO LIVE LIKE THIS!
I'M SICK OF CARRYING THE WEIGHT!
I'm screaming through the silence
But I don't know what to say
I DON'T WANT TO DIE—
I JUST WANT THE PAIN TO END!
If somebody can hear me
I need somebody here tonight
[Breakdown]
I'M NOT OKAY!
I'M NOT FUCKING FINE!
I'VE BEEN DROWNING
BEHIND THESE EYES!
BUT I'M STILL HERE!
STILL BREATHING!
STILL REACHING
THROUGH THE NIGHT!
I DON'T NEED AN ANSWER!
I DON'T NEED A CURE!
JUST DON'T LET ME
FIGHT THIS ALONE ANYMORE!
[Bridge – Clean Vocals]
Maybe tomorrow won't be easy
Maybe healing takes some time
Maybe all I need right now
Is someone sitting by my side
I don't have to solve my whole life
I don't have to understand
I just have to make it through this moment
With another human hand
[Final Chorus]
I DON'T WANT TO LIVE LIKE THIS!
BUT I'M NOT READY TO GIVE IN!
The darkness keeps on calling
But I'm fighting from within
I DON'T WANT TO DIE—
I JUST WANT TO FEEL ALIVE!
So I'll scream until somebody hears me
And I'll stay through the night
[Outro – Quiet]
One breath.
One minute.
One more night.
I'm still here.
AND FOR TONIGHT,
THAT'S ENOUGH.