Lyrics
[Verse 1]
Wake up, heart jumpin'
Check my pulse, check my pockets
Check the floor, check my phone
Every corner, every socket
Any color, any capsule
If it alters, I’m involved
If it fogs up all the mirrors
That’s a problem that I solve
I’m the first one in the bathroom
Last one leavin' any spot
Every stranger’s got a secret
I just hope that it’s a drop
Can’t remember when I started
Only when I ran out
I don’t party, I just bargain
Sell my soul at a discount
[Chorus]
I want all of the above
Anything to feel less
Stack the bottles, line the dust
Till I’m buried in the mess
I want all of the above
Can’t pick just one poison
Every door that leads to ruin
Feels like it was my choice then
I want all of the above
‘Cause I’m scared of sober love
If there’s darkness on the menu
I’m the first one sayin' “yup”
[Verse 2]
I mix weekday with weekend
Turn the sunrise into static
Got a dealer in my contacts
Got a doctor for the panic
Every promise that I break
Got a wrapper, got a stain
Every “never” that I whispered
Has a needle with my name
Chasin' uppers when I’m draggin'
Chasin' downers when I’m wired
Chasin' anything that quiets
This alarm that’s always fired
Mama callin', I don’t answer
She just hears that hollow tone
Swear I’m fine, I swear I got this
But my teeth give up the ghost
[Chorus]
I want all of the above
Anything to feel less
Stack the bottles, line the dust
Till I’m buried in the mess
I want all of the above
Can’t pick just one poison
Every door that leads to ruin
Feels like it was my choice then
I want all of the above
‘Cause I’m scared of sober love
If there’s darkness on the menu
I’m the first one sayin' “yup”
[Bridge]
Every hit, I say “this last”
Then the craving calls my bluff
Every handshake feels like hunting
Every handshake offers stuff
I don’t chase a single dragon
I’m surrounded by a pack
Every path I see is loaded
Every road could pull me back
[Chorus]
I want all of the above
Anything to feel less
Stack the bottles, line the dust
Till I’m buried in the mess
I want all of the above
Can’t pick just one poison
Every door that leads to ruin
Feels like it was my choice then
I want all of the above
‘Cause I’m scared of sober love
If there’s darkness on the menu
I’m the first one sayin' “yup”
Style
rapdarkmoody boom-bap with warped vocal samples and sparse piano stabs over a heavyswung drum groove; verses are close-mic male vocalsalmost confessionalswith subtle chorus whispers answering key lines. hook widens with low-octave doublesdistant choir padsand a pulsing sub that swells on the last bar of each section for a sinking-stomach effect.
Prompt
A rap song about struggling with active addiction to any and all drugs in existence
Credits
Prompt byLil_Dumbass
GeneratedJan 29, 2026
ModelAria v5