Restless Silence

Verse 1

I’m so restless, every night feels wrong,

you promised you would call, you said it wouldn’t take long.

You said you’d tell me everything, explain what went on,

but days go by in silence, and I’m still holding on.

Pre-Chorus

I stare at my phone like it knows the truth,

every second hurts, every thought leads back to you.

Chorus

My heart is torn in two, I’m breaking inside,

I wanna hate you so bad, but I can’t even try.

I risked everything, put it all on the line,

tell me, was this love just a stupid mistake in your eyes?

I feel lonelier now than I’ve ever been before,

empty and hollow, lying on the floor.

My heart is shattered, I don’t feel whole,

and you’re the reason I’m losing control.

Verse 2

I replay the moments, over and over again,

looking for the place where it all came to an end.

I opened my heart, I let you see me break,

now I’m standing alone, paying for that mistake.

Pre-Chorus

I tried to be strong, but I’m falling apart,

‘cause all of my hope was still wrapped in your heart.

Chorus

My heart is torn in two, I’m breaking inside,

I wanna hate you so bad, but I can’t even try.

I risked everything, put it all on the line,

tell me, was this love just a stupid mistake in your eyes?

I feel lonelier now, so empty inside,

like I lost myself just trying to survive.

My heart is shattered, heavy and cold,

and you disappeared like I never meant a thing at all.

Bridge

Maybe I was too much, maybe you were too scared,

maybe this love was broken before it was there.

But don’t tell me it meant nothing to you,

when my heart still beats every word that’s you.

Final Chorus (soft)

My heart is tired of hoping, tired of the pain,

I gave you everything, and I’d do it again.

If this was a mistake, at least it was real,

‘cause I loved you deeply — and that’s how I feel.

Outro

I’m still restless now,

but maybe I’ll learn how to be without you somehow.