Heaven ashamed

Your breath runs electric, static on my skin,

Every glance a warning, but I let you in.

We don’t move like lovers, we collide like storms,

Every kiss is pressure, every touch deforms.

I taste the aftershock, heat where your hands have been,

Like a fever in my chest I can’t hold in.

You pull me closer, just to watch me fall,

I should walk away but you burn through it all.

You laugh like a sinner, you beg like a saint,

Your hands on my throat, I forget restraint.

You’re a pulsefire, burning through my veins,

Erratic like thunder, too wild to tame.

Hold me down, tear me apart,

Don’t stop ‘til I can’t tell where you start.

You’re a pulsefire.

We’re drunk on each other, no bottle in sight,

Your silence is violent, your touch ignites.

The room tilts sideways when you say my name,

I hate how I want it, I love how it maims.

Your sweat drips heavy, my pulse skips twice,

This isn’t romance, it’s rolling the dice.

Every moment feels stolen, cut to the quick,

We’re breaking each other, and I’m addicted to it.

You’re cruel when you whisper, kind when you bite,

Every sin tastes sweeter in the heat of the night.

You’re a pulsefire, burning through my veins,

Erratic like thunder, too wild to tame.

Hold me down, tear me apart,

Don’t stop ‘til I can’t tell where you start.

You’re a pulsefire.

Skin on skin, I’m unraveling,

Heartbeat stutters like it’s panicking.

Crash into me, don’t let me breathe,

I don’t want mercy, I just want need.

It’s not love, but it’s close enough,

A kind of hunger I can’t rise above.

We’re tearing the edges, blurring the lines,

Addicted to moments that ruin our minds.

You leave fingerprints that don’t fade away,

Bruises like constellations mapping the sway.

I know this is dangerous, I know it won’t last,

But I cling to the chaos, addicted to the crash.

Your eyes flicker wild, half heaven, half hell,

And I’m caught in the middle where nothing’s well.

Still, I’d rather drown in the fire you bring,

Than live in the quiet of anything.

You’re a pulsefire, burning through my veins,

Erratic like thunder, too wild to tame.

Hold me down, tear me apart,

Don’t stop ‘til I can’t tell where you start.

You’re a pulsefire.

You’re a pulsefire, flicker and fade,

Every touch a weapon, every promise a blade.

Even if it kills me, I won’t step away,

You’re a pulsefire… and I’ll stay.

Pulsefire…

Your name on my tongue tastes sharp, tastes dire.

Pulsefire…

I know you’ll ruin me, but I can’t get higher.

Pulsefire…

And if I break, then break me entire.