[Verse 1]
Cold tile
Face to the sink
Hands shaking
Blue veins
Heart too loud to think
Drip
Drip
From the tap to the floor
Feels just like the rising
Underneath my door
[Chorus]
I'm going under
Under
In my own head
I disappear
Every breath is pulling water
Every thought drags me back here
I’m screaming through the silence
But it echoes like a prayer
I’m drowning in my feelings
And I can’t find air
[Verse 2]
Blank phone
Missed calls
Missed days
Stare right through my coffee
Watch the courage fade
Tired eyes
Ringed red like a tide
Say I’m “fine” then swallow
Everything inside
[Chorus]
I'm going under
Under
In my own head
I disappear
Every breath is pulling water
Every thought drags me back here
I’m screaming through the silence
But it echoes like a prayer
I’m drowning in my feelings
And I can’t find air
[Bridge]
How deep does it go
When you can’t feel the bottom
When your name’s on your lips
But you almost forgot it
I reach for a hand
In the dark
In the dark
Just the weight of my worry
And a slow
Fading spark (oh)
[Chorus]
I'm going under
Under
In my own head
I disappear
Every breath is pulling water
Every thought drags me back here
If someone hears me sinking
Please pull me anywhere
I’m drowning in my feelings
I’m slipping through the prayer
[Outro]
Soft now
Just the hush
Just the hum
If this storm is a body
I’m the quiet in its lungs