When I am down I do not fill my safe my head fills like I do not know what to say about myself your do. wen I go for a walk to think I have so much to think about my partner and my kids my mum my stepkids and my family who I do not have anything to do with. nobody know s way that lives r going to go.i say to myself Simon y is it always me that people have a problem with wan I have not even done anything to tham are any one alls y is my life such a problem to people wanting that have Thar own life s to worry about when my life is no different to any other I think I just like the drama and something talk about but that's my life and always has been but now I have done something about it and being more of a man and be there for my family and stick up for them and have their backs no matter what the one thing I know now is your family who say they're your family are actually not but still want to talk about you to other people I'm trying to cause arguments with other people that I'm even worth talking about I'm just an ordinary guy who has a fiance and three children and three step children and I home to keep going and support them wherever I can everybody makes mistakes in life and learns from them the one thing I have never done is a lie about anything I had said dumb or even the mistakes I had made I have the people closer to me who believe me and trust me and had my back whenever I need them and that is all a man like me needs I just like being me and bring happiness to people's faces make them laugh let people know that I'm here like I always have done which I feel was funny I was like that at school and now I'm like that as an adult I feel that is a good thing not a bad thing the one team I can say as I try to do the best I can find myself my fiance my kids my step fuel doing and my family who talk to me and treat me as a person and not a bit dirt on thar boot when I was a child I'm not having it now I'm a dad fiance un stepdad in life jealousy does not get you anywhere just be happy on what you have Thar is people out there you do not have the joy and pleasure to have what we all have never forget who you are and where you come from because they're always comes back in your late a life
