TheFury I Feel Then & TheLight I See Now; #1 The1ST Of Many.

Is This Seriously Going To Be The Ways To Go Through?!

A FUCKING AGAIN?! I’m GETTING FUCKING SICK OF IT ALL!

FUCK THEIR RULES, LAWS AND EXPECTATIONS!

FUCK YOU, FUCK THEM! FUCK EVERYONE, FUCK EVERYTHING!

IN THIS WORLD, IN THIS COMPANY,

AND IN THIS FUCKING HOUSE!

(FUCK!).

Yeah, SO FUCKING WHAT?!

I’m Sick Of Their BULLSHIT AND THEIR WAYS!

I’m Just Done With It All, I CANNOT TAKE IT ANYMORE!

(So For The People To Hear This Song?)

Heh, I’m Done. I’m Just FUCKING DONE!

1Day SOON, VERY FUCKING SOON,

I AM GONNA FREAK OUT AND MENTALLY BREAKDOWN!

So Why Do I Need A Fucking Plan When I’m Nothing To Anyone

And Anything And Can’t Go Anywhere Anytime Anymore?!

(Well, Fuck My Life. I’m A Nobody. A Loss.

A Pure Disappointment Disgrace!)

But What Will I Do? When Will I Do It, How Will I Do It?

AND WHY WILL I DO IT?!

ITS QUITE SIMPLE;

DESTROY, Yell It Out, Shout It Out, SHATTER THEIR LIVES AS

THESE PATHETIC PEOPLE HAVE DONE TO ME WITHIN

THE LAST 14FuckingYEARS!

(Fucking Hell, WHATS Wrong With Me?!)

Here’s The Truth. It’s A Lie. It’s All A Complete Fucked Upped

Lie. The Things I Do, Say, Am, Go To, Interact With?

I HATE IT ALL WITH A HATERD FROM A LONG LIFE OF FUCKED

UPPED CHOICES THAT GOT ME TO WHERE I AM NOW, TALKING

ABOUT THIS FUCKING MESSED UPPED FUCKED UPPED SHIT!

Let’s Go On A Tour Of Memory Shall We?

14YearsAgo I Had Created My First Mistake.

I Had ToldMyMom And MySister I’d Burn

TheirFaces Against The Stove Burners.

Barely 2Weeks Later I’m Hospitalized.

1YearLater I’m Sent To My First Group Home For

MyMentalHealth….

I Felt Betrayed, Yet I Had Known Exactly Why,

Now I’m 26YearsOld With That Same Shit Happening Today.

Did I Learn? I Have. But DOES IT EVER STICK? NO! FUCK NO!

Coz I’m Still In GroupHomes. I’m Still Being Limited!

SO THATS WHY I SAY FUCK THIS MESS! YEAH YOU HEARD ME,

FUCK YOU WORLD!

(ITS THE SAME SHIT DIFFERENT DAY!)

Now Here I Go, Roaming Endlessly Once Again,

(Now Here I Go Again)

Opening My Fury And Blinding The Faces That Divided Me,

(Forever Changed),

No More Feelings For Life,

(Forever Gone),

Nothing To Be But,

(Be Forever Me).

Why Can’t I Just Let It Be? Why Can’t I Just Make It Go Away?

Why Can’t I Just Go Along With MyLife?

(MyLife, MyLife, MyLife),

Is Nothing Anymore But Lies, Fraudulent Behavior,

Faked Smiles! I Wanna Just Die, Disappear,

And Find The Other Side,

(Find The Other Side, Other Side, Other Side),

So What Am I Here For?

(So What Am I Here For?)

When Will It All Just Go My Own Way?

(When Will It Just Go My Own Way?)

This Is Not TheEndingOf The Beginning,

FUCK NO, ITS TheBeginningOf TheEnding.

For Everyone From Everywhere.

But I’ll Find My Way Into TheLight,

Like I Always Have And Will Continue To Do So.

I Will Never Let It Go Away.

So Here I Am, In TheLight

Where I Will Always Be. (Where I Will Always Be).