My Mentality Song, About Myself: #1

Caught between what I see and what I feel

A battle in my mind, it's a twisted reel

Whispered doubts and dreams collide

Walking this fine line, nowhere to hide

In my head, there's a storm that won't cease

Chasing illusions, craving peace

Frames of reality, blurry and fading

My thoughts are racing, can't keep from escaping

I'm fighting myself, a silent war

Questioning all I was ever sure of before

Nightmares and hope, they entwine

Lost in a labyrinth of my own design

I’m warring with my own reflection

Clinging to a fading dream of perfection

Inside my mind, a constant fight

Seeking the truth, searching for the light

Every step forward feels like a retreat

Caught in the web of my own conceit

I see the world with shattered glasses

Trying to hold on, but it all surpasses

Voices inside tell me to break free

But I’m chained by what these eyes can't see

A duality that I can't deny

Living in shadows, asking why

Can I find peace in this chaos inside?

Or am I destined to forever collide?

Lessons learned in the silent scream

Reality isn't always what it seems

So I stand here in the middle of the storm

Hoping someday this war of will transforms

Until then, I’ll fight and I’ll strive

So I’d be able to keep the hope pure and stay alive.