The Cold And The Burning; #1 Burnin’ Thoughts.

I Stare Into The Mirror, Peeled Lips, Bleeding,

Eyes Stares At A Man That’s Disavowed The Family, Friends,

Staffers, And A World From Being Carried Through.

I See A Man Of 26 Years Old, I See A Man Of Lowering And

Worsening Health, I See A Man With Nothing But The Clothes

On His Body And The Mind Of A Man That Reads

The Help, The Care, The Love And The Friendships,

Like They’re Rust In The Dust That Must Be Cussed Offed.

Then I Turn Away, Walk Away, Throw Away, Move Away,

Burn It All Away As I Cower Away,

(Like The Fucked Man That I Am).

So I Bury My Life, Coz I Know I Am Cursed,

(I Am Cursed, Cursed, Cursed).

I’m A Man Of Nothing But Lies, Fake To A Fault,

So I Say; “Fuck My Life, Fuck My World And Fuck My Curse!”

Nothing Worth Doin,

Nothing Worth Anything,

Nothing Worth My Time,

Nothing Worth My Life,

I’m Against It, Won’t Push Into It, Can’t Become It,

What Do I Do If I Could Just Go Screw

And Go By A Red, White And Blue?

(Fuck Me, What Is Wronged With Me?)

So? What Should I Do, Huh, My People?

What Do You Want Me To Do?

What THE FUCK Can I Do?

Good Luck Tryin’ Good Luck Prayin’

Good Luck Sayin’ Good Luck Makin’

Good Luck Gettin’ Good Luck Hopin’.

Buy Myself More Time, Give Me A Chance,

A Chance At Redemption, A Chance To Become The Man

THATS Gonna One Day Stare In That Same Mirror Thinkin’

“Why Didn’t I Listen Before? When I Could’ve Been There

For Them When They Needed Me At Their Worst?”

I Promise You; Family, Friends, Staffers

And Supporters: I’ll Become That Man!

I Have Had Enough Of The Layin’,

The Sittin’, The Hearin’,

Now I’m Gonna Listen. Now I’m Gonna Fix It All.

Now I’m Gonna Break These Walls And Barriers.

Coz I’m Prayin’ Coz I’m Gonna Go Riskin’

Coz I’m Gonna Be Blazin’ Burning, Blindin’ Blurrin’

The Ways Of My Days Of No More Stayin’!

(Yeah! Fuck Yeah! I’m Golden, I’m Bolden, I’m Brazen!)

So Here’s To My Light; Here’s To My Brand New Self;

Here’s To My New Buildin’!

Sing Along With Me Now;

Life Is Good!

(Life Is Good!)

Life Is Bad!

(Life Is Bad!)

Life Is Both!

(Life Is Both!)

You Need To Learn;

(You Need To Learn;)

To Cope With It!

(To Cope With It)

To Trust It!

(To Trust It!)

And To Live With It!

(And To Live With It!)

So Now Here I Am Again,

(So Now I Here Am Again),

With Somethin’ Worth Keepin’,

(With Somethin’ Worth Keepin’),

With Someone Worth Lovin’,

(With Someone Worth Lovin’)

So Here I Go Again,

(So Here I Go Again),

Burnin’ Fire One More Time,

(Learnin’ Not To Stay Fearin’)

Here’s To My New Start, Coz I’m Done;

Stallin’, Procrastinatin’, And Not Livin’!

So I There I Am Again,

(So There I Am Again),

Burnin’ Fire Now For Real,

(Burnin’ Fire For You),

Burnin’ Fire For The Last Time,

(Burnin’ Fire For Them),

Burnin’ Fire For The Next Brand New Dawn,

(Burnin’ Fire For Myself),

For One Final Chance At Redemption,

(This Is For You, For Them And For Myself!)