[Verse 1]
You took the pictures off my wall
Still see them on the empty paint
Your coffee cup in someone’s sink
But I taste you in my own complaint
I changed my number
Changed my street
You still find cracks under my door
Sleep with the lamp on
Boots at my feet
Waiting for what I can’t outrun anymore
[Chorus]
You’re a demon on repeat
Keep on clawing through my sleep (oh)
I keep losing
Losing it all
You drink me dry
Then watch me crawl
I gave you everything I had to give
Now you haunt the rooms I live
I keep losing
Losing it all
You’re a demon
On repeat
[Verse 2]
I scrub your name out of my throat
Still every word tastes just like you
I burn the letters
Ash and smoke
But every cloud draws out your shape anew
I’m just a wallet
Just a vein
You taught me love was giving ’til it hurts
Now I’m a story soaked in blame
Wearing all your borrowed
Broken words
[Chorus]
You’re a demon on repeat
Keep on clawing through my sleep (hey)
I keep losing
Losing it all
You drink me dry
Then watch me crawl
I gave you everything I had to give
Left me hollow where I live
I keep losing
Losing it all
You’re a demon
On repeat
[Bridge]
How many times do I die for you?
How many lives do you burn straight through? (oh)
I’m out of blood
Out of breath
Out of prayer
But you keep coming back
Like you were always there
[Chorus]
You’re a demon on repeat
Carved your name into my grief
I keep losing
Losing it all
You drain me slow
Enjoy the fall
I gave you everything I had to give
Nothing left of me to fix
I keep losing
Losing it all
You’re a demon
On repeat