[Verse 1]
Ashtray on the windowsill
Half-warm coffee going cold
Your sweatshirt on the chair
Still smells like last night’s hope
Phone lit up on face-down
Your name buried in the glass
My thumbs type out "I miss you"
Then I watch the letters pass
[Chorus]
I keep reaching through the dark for you
But the demons take me from you
Every time I get close
I lose
Yeah
The demons take me from you
Pull me under when I need you most
You’re the only light I ever knew
And I’m screaming in this crowded room
While the demons take me from you
[Verse 2]
I promised I’d get better
You’ve heard that line before
You kissed my shaking hands
Then I still slammed every door
There’s claw marks on my mirror
From the nights I couldn’t breathe
I see your face behind me
Then they drag you out of reach
[Chorus]
[Bridge]
If I walk away
It’s not what I want
It’s this weight on my chest
It’s a ghost in my lungs
If I burn it down
It’s not ‘cause I’m done
It’s the war in my head that already won
[low vocal register] Tell me
If I come back broken
Would you still open the door? [backing vocals: distant
Warped]
Or will they pull me
Pull me
Pull me
’Til you’re not mine anymore
[Chorus]