I’m So Scared

I feel trapped in a life without meaning,

There’s no point in all of this dreaming,

I confess I wish I could be more,

Instead I’m stuck scrubbing the floor,

Tears running down my face,

My chest gets tight, I start to shake,

The words start running through my mind,

Am I a failure by my own design,

I’m so scared, that I won’t go far in life,

I’m so scared, of falling far behind,

I’m so scared, that I’ll amount to nothing

I’m so scared, maybe I’m the one who’s bluffing,

Maybe nobody ever truly cared,

One thing’s for sure, I’m so scared,

It’s not like I haven’t been trying hard,

I’ve been dealt the wrong hand of cards,

Every opportunity seems to come and go,

Like my musical dreams down a dirty sinkhole,

Tears running down my face,

My chest gets tight, I start to shake,

The words start running through my mind,

Am I a failure by my own design,

I’m so scared, that I won’t go far in life,

I’m so scared, of falling far behind,

I’m so scared, that I’ll amount to nothing

I’m so scared, maybe I’m the one who’s bluffing,

Maybe nobody ever truly cared,

One thing’s for sure, I’m so scared,

Maybe I’ll have the power to change my trajectory,

Perhaps I’ll no longer be stuck in purgatory,

I’ll think for myself and take a chance on me,

Cause I’m worth it with the right opportunity,

Tears running down my face,

My chest gets tight, I start to shake,

The words start running through my mind,

Am I a failure by my own design,

I’m so scared, that I won’t go far in life,

I’m so scared, of falling far behind,

I’m so scared, that I’ll amount to nothing

I’m so scared, maybe I’m the one who’s bluffing,

Maybe nobody ever truly cared,

One thing’s for sure, I’m so scared,

I’m so— Scared

I’m so— Scared

One thing’s for sure, I’m so scared