KILLING ME 2

Lying to myself about the past

Hiding the pain

Spending everyday trying to bury these stains

I don’t want to show anybody

In this hotel of depression

And reflection

Living in the lobby

Leaning off the edge

Where the staff try and stop me

Cracks in my skin

Used to be made of steel

Now all it does is

Burn and peel

Laying on a bed of nails

Trying to feel

When all these stones are being thrown

All I can do is kneel

These raging waters

I try and be stronger

But all I do is fall and falter

it’s hard and painful

It just

Kills me

Oooohhhhh

Kills me

Kills

Kills

Kills me

Knife in my heart not able to breath

The weight of the world

Weighing me down

Chained to darkness

Where death lurks

Its blurry and murky

Where demons circle

Attach and attack

Not able to grab

Moving too fast

It’s so miserable

Struggle so thick

It’s tangible

Turned physical

Falling through a glass floor

Cut and gutted

From betrayal and deceit

I have what they want

So they just leech

Never ends on a constant repeat

All I feel is defeat

Ooooohhhh

Ooooohhhh

It just kills me

Oh oh

Kills me

Oh oh

Kills me

oooohhhh

It kills me

Stacking these stones

Reminders of past broken bones

Used to be full of energy

Now all i do is scroll on my phone

Burned by caring hands

Too trusting and fell in love

And look what happened

Now I’m stuck in time

Frozen and looking from above

Clouds heavy and saturated

Ready to rain

On my knees

Screaming and begging in vain

Lying to myself about the past

Hiding the pain

Spending everyday trying to bury these stains

I don’t want to show anybody

In this hotel of depression

And reflection

Living in the lobby

Leaning off the edge

Where the staff try and stop me

Oooooooohhhhhhh

Oooooooohhhhhhh

Oh oh

Oh oh

it’s fucking killing me

Ooooohhhhh

Ooooohhhhh

I can’t take it

Oh god

It’s killing me

Aaaahhhh

Oooohhhh

Kill

Kill

Kill

Killing me

It’s killing me

Killing me

Killing me

Killing me

It’s killing me