Insane in the Shadow of Pain

Lost in the chaos, caught in my head

Fighting these shadows, wishing I was dead

My mind's a battlefield, no peace in sight

Drowning in darkness, chasing the light

Living with scars, hidden but real

Everyday's a war, I can't feel

Voices are screaming, can't steady my breath

Feel like I'm slipping, losing myself

Is this the nightmare that I can't outgrow?

Wishing I could run but I don't know where to go

I'm falling apart, but I’m still alive

Trying to find a reason to survive

Pain in my veins, haunting my days

I battle these demons, in so many ways

Can’t escape this madness inside

Memories haunt, I can't hide

But somewhere deep, I still believe

There's a broken part that wants to heal

Living with the pain, fighting the fear

Hoping someday, that I’ll find my clear

Till then I stand, through the torment and rain

Praying for peace, to heal my brain