Heart breaks & Head aches

Damn this shit strong *cough*

I’ve noticed Leaving is a hard decision and it’s honestly killing me I just wanted a little bit of sympathy and for you to stop grilling me but something’s telling me that empathy for you won’t better me and something telling me what I thought one day my be ment to be is chilling me [turning me cold] I feel like you sold out. our love is like a crashed car totaled out but I see clearly now blurry vision and fog cleared now no longer blinded in my feels how she treated me like a peal out it’s sealed now show over up the pole and spill out.

Lies and sins all the things that don’t make a mends is where it begins. Blaming myself. shit I can’t attend. Watching my own down fall from a Birds Eye view stuck In my thoughts so far I think It might be lucid it’s because of all these heart breaks and head aches