Special girl

Hmmm yeah girl I get lost in my thoughts all the time. I’m rewinding taking back time and it kinda feels wrong but i know it’s so right and I can’t stop the thought in my mind of you. The keep running through my head like counting sheep while I’m trying to go to bed and I don’t know how but I’m never left on read and it’s a strange feeling knowing that I’m healing while feeling these feelings I don’t know why but any other time im a time bomb ready to explode yuh but when im with you it’s like it’s all just closed off the world and the way im feeling it makes living appealing so i hope that im reeling you in with these sweet words and nice things while dealing with the new me but when you walk in my brains like excuse me truth be told i dont want none of these hoes and I can only talk so much to my bros. And no this is not no hoax. But I do got jokes and she knows what’s it like to be treated wrong but wanted right so when we hoped on call the other night I made sure she was eating right and feeling good she told me she needed nothing understood she asked me if I was good I said as long as your good I’m great even though your miles away here right now you couldn’t take my smile away she’s a special girl